THIS PENGUIN IS AWSOME
THIS PAGE IS ALL MY POEMS AND QUOTES AND SHIT LIKE THAT:: .where all my thoughts and emotions...
.... are put to words...
Hatchet Chain (rap)
verse 1
Watch out yall here comes the hatchet train, its shaggy 2 dope and its violent J. We comin to ya town with our faygo in hand and our facepaint on, grabin dem bitches when we singin dis song
missin you
I loved you... Its all over now...I can't believe it that we're thru...the only thing I can say is how...how culd this happen to us, it shouldn’t be like this...I didn’t think it wuld be so painful, but u need to know that u r missed...I cant go on like this I cant do it anymore...my heart hurts so much its broken, its sore...I don’t like this, I don’t want u to be gone...But I will wait for u, till the break of dawn...I must go now, I need to live without you...but I cant help that forever I will love you....
~me
dont wanna live anymore... but dont wanna die... dont wanna be here to see u be happy... dont wanna be here to cry ..... dont wanna have to wait for you to ask me... ask me what i want in life... i know you will never do that beacause i know you will never love me... thru these scars i wish you would see.... not visible scars only but also the ones inside... the ones inside that i cannot bear to hide..... i try to hide them but i just fall apart.... its like u were the tape and glue for me to stay together, and becuz of you my heart fell apart.... that tape has been torn away and thrown on the ground.... just ripped off and left to rot, no noise, no sound.... I need someone new to be my piece of tape... but even though I wish it could be you.... behind all that love you will also find hate.... I need someone now, sumone who wont hurt me, someone who sadly isnt you...... ~me
taped heart
Hate you, love you
You made me sad yesterday, you didnt talk to me...through all that crying and being sad, I thought that you would see...To see the pain you put me through, I want the pain to go away...It's to bad you came into my life, my love for you will always stay...Even as much as I hate you right now, I love you even more...I want to kill you, I hate you so much, but I would miss you to the bottom of my hearts core...You think I don't love you anymore, you think the love faded... It's that fact that I love you so much that I have always hated...I am writing this down to express how I truly feel...I hope you understand me, my feelings are always hid behind tears.
~me
SHATTERED HEART
My heart, it bleeds red....Red for which all you have said....Remembering when you drove that nail straight into my heart....Drive it thru when my love for you began to start....Broken into pieces of two....Now what am I supposed to do?....Just piece it back together and carry along....With that said, I wish I could....All you will see from from my heart is blood from now on....It's been broken, kicked all over, abused and more....And opened up from the bottome of it's core....I hope that now on life will be new....I hope that all I have been thru will be changed by the love of you....
~me
INVISIBLE TEARS
My tears start to be as real as day......Sometimes I even want them to stay....They are visible, but all they do is ignore....That just makes me cry more and more......
I cry more for which pain is created...Such pain that it turns to hate....Hate that turns into words which i cannot even state....
But there is always a way to tame that pain.....A way that it could always stain.....I know some care, I know some hate....But I just can't stop and sometimes I am scared....
Scared to the point in which I like the pain....This pain creates some blame to my game....I blame myself for not stopping, but I can't because I don't know how.......Which is probly the reason in which I am so sad now.......
But back to the point at which I started...Back to the pain, the hate, the tears, the blood...Throigh all this I hope I can find a way to stop my spul from hurting....
And as my real tears turn to pain...All you will know I will do the same....The same game I always play, the game of hurting myself...It's a way all my tears and fears are turned invisible.....But visible in a way its drained through my dripping hateful blood....
~me
FLY AWAY
Sometimes I just feel like breaking down and crying.....Just like how I wish I was flying.....Flying into a world with just me and you, you and me.....Just like how I am waiting.....Waiting for this world to give a break to thee.....As I take that leap to be on my own.....I need a place that I can call my true home.....Somewhere I can be me and you can be you.....A place where the troubles are left behind...the troubles we have been thru.....As I write this down I wonder where I am going to be......Maybe just maybe like a flock of birds I will just get up and flee..
~me 
SILENT
As the blood falls from my wrist.
You will go on living in eternal bliss.
As the hate will be cleansed from my mind.
It makes me feel as if everyoneone is blind.
They can't see the real me, never have never will.
As if life has been stopped, stopped standing still.
Never giving me a chance to re-invent myself, they know im screaming, screaming for attention.
But they never listen im screaming for help.
Now as i write this down right now its just a way for freeing my soul.I feel like im living in one big damn black hole.
~ me 
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